Ever since the end of summer I’ve been having some rough weeks. A lot of opportunities had been vanishing right when I thought I had a deal. Actually too many opportunities, from University contracts to training gigs to even employment jobs. I think I might be to blame except I can’t really see what I am doing wrong. Next moth is critical, I have potentially 2 more training gigs and a huge sale meeting that can put me on a different financial bracket. I hope this can go through smoothly, otherwise I might be looking for a very cold winter. And I live in Cancun.