So today I am better, but yesterday I was pretty much deep into missing Irina. It has been more than 1 week since I last heard from her and almost a months since I talk to her on the phone. With her recent move to the US I thought we would be more in touch since most networks are compatible in the US. So I thought we would be able to exchange sms back and forth and even cheaper calls.However since she is completely disconnected she hasn’t even been available on e-mail back on the one I sent my toll-free number I reported on my last post.So far I haven’t been able to get her address so for the following reason I can’t mail her a phone and similar things. I start reading her old blog and it just make me feel so loved. I also watch our videos and it just make me miss her even more, although I have to say that I have gone a bit cold on theÃ‚Â feeling of her not being with me. It’s been almost a year since I was last with her, and now I have some doubts if our relationship will survive her issues with theÃ‚Â school and her business at hand.Recently I talked with a friend from NZ and she mention about me just stepping backwards from being all overÃ‚Â her business because I just turn her off me. Just avoid getting her too comfortable with me and take me for granted. Maybe I should just tell her. I dunno.